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| Don't Say Goodnight Posted by: Drzdon at 10-20-2014 23:45 PM, Last Modified 10-20-2014 23:45 PM |
Se7en minutes until the sun drops out of the sky and into the back of the Earth, landing on it's shoulders, and the wind kicks up.
It's like the Nature Mother is throwing your scent in my face, making me want, need, beg and plead for you in my arms.
Close.
Tight.
Hot in this moment in my mind and I find it hard to tell the time.
6ix minutes until the world is hefting the Sun on it's back, hiding it from the Moon and failing, but trying.
I cry in the darkening scene, wishing that you were here, or there, even though you are indeed everywhere.
And while you sing in the moments of...that beautiful transition from Light to Dark, Dark to Day...
I howl in anger, pain, utter frustration, pure and deep when you creep upon me...
When the realization that you're gone weighs on me like the planet.
5ive minutes until the Moon takes place of the Sun and while my mind flows down memory lane I miss the transition.
The sky is dark now, the moon black like the remnants of a love tarnished by the falsity in your love for someone other than yourself.
The stars fight that darkness, but they cannot penetrate that great blackness in you, or me.
We're both faulted.
Broken.
But you're stronger to give in to your desires, brave, never looking back at those you have left behind.
And while you leave me, I stay here, in the last moments of pleasure and pain.
Wishing, wanting, hoping you'll look back once. But you don't and you won't and I know this.
You, with your strength, move forward.
Me, in my fear, in this weakness that has settled into my bones and made me ashamed of my proclivities...am standing still.
For only the...weak and the meek and the foolish and dim stand in place and wait.
For any gamer knows that being stilled is the bast way to get killed.
Maybe that's what I am looking for.
Maybe...but I'm out of time. It's dark now.
But I smile, that pain churning in my chest where my heart used to be...for you never told me.
So I won't tell you....... |
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| Maddox: My condolences are sent to you, may your heart heal quickly. |
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