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| I’m Fine Posted by: Toxic at 02-17-2019 22:47 PM, Last Modified 02-17-2019 23:02 PM |
- male voice ~ female voice
:Drowning
inhale
water
strong
head’s exploding
let it in
hurting:
-I’m fine
yeah aside from the not sleeping
the jumpiness
the constant overwhelming crushing fear that something terrible is about to happen
~It’s called hypervigilance
the...
persistent feeling of being under threat
-It’s not just a feeling though it’s...
it’s like it’s a panic attack
you know like I can’t even breathe
~Like your drowning?
-yeah...
~So...
if your’re drowning...
..and you’re trying to keep your mouth closed
until that..
very..
last..
moment
What if you choose to not open your mouth?
to not let the water in
-You do anyway it’s a reflex
~But..
if you hold off..
until that reflex kicks in..
you’d have more time, right?
-Not much time
~But more time to fight your way to the surface
-I guess..
~More time to be rescued
-More time to be in agonizing pain
did you forget about the part where
you feel like your head’s exploding?
~If it’s about survival..
isn’t..
a little agony worth it?
-What if it just gets worse?
what if it’s agony now and then..
then it’s just hell later on?
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